i'm an introverted extrovert i stay inside, get my feelings hurt i'm watching all these stories, other people hanging out convincing myself i ain't really missing out i'm 17, ain't never got a birthday post no memories on snap no tagging others in a post when high school's over, i'mma be all alone so i know i'll never make it on my own so i gotta give it up get out of my head, get out of my bed ask somebody if they up at 3 AM instead of wishing i was dead 'cause i done had enough get rid of all the doubt, don't stay at home and pout while your friends are staying up so get out of your house, start trying to hang out i never fit the definition of a normal teen never hung out on the weekends, not normally when i did, it felt like hanging out with family they was mostly just my cousins from my family tree but now they're going off to college, and so are all my friends paying out-of-state tuition, getting married, having kids i know there's others left and if i want life to improve i know i gotta go and make a move so i gotta give it up get out of my head, get out of my bed ask somebody if they up at 3 AM instead of wishing i was dead 'cause i done had enough get rid of all the doubt, don't stay at home and pout while your friends are staying up go get out of the house, start trying to hang out we be shopping and drinking smoothies and hopping movie to movie pretending like we are groupies blare music we think is groovy night climbing around a playground play fighting while riding greyhound wayfinding train tracks to lay down highlighting the time we made out and trying to build a fire and calling each other liars and rolling down hills in tires prank calling numbers on flyers and falling asleep on shoulders swap hoodies as it gets colder and wishing we won't grow older 'cause tonight i just gotta give it up get out of my head, get out of my bed ask somebody if they up at 3 AM instead or wishing i was dead 'cause i done had enough get rid of all the doubt, don't stay at home and pout while your friends are staying up go get out of your house, start trying to hang out i gotta give it up get out of my head, get out of my bed ask somebody if they up at 3 AM instead or wishing i was dead 'cause i done had enough get rid of all the doubt, don't stay at home and pout while your friends are staying up so get out of the house, start trying to hang out i gotta give it up get out of my head, get out of my bed ask somebody if they up at 3 AM instead or wishing i was dead 'cause i done had enough get rid of all the doubt, don't stay at home and pout while your friends are staying up so get out of your house, start trying to hang out

sun kissed skin and sun soaked eyes like a sunset starting to say goodbye man, if i had guts, then i might try to propose some things that i'm way too shy to ask like are you single? what makes you cry? do you have a favorite color? am i your type? do you wanna be a mother? morning, day, or night? do you got a man or got a wife? baby, will you be my sugar plum? you make my mouth go dry and my knees feel numb i don't really care if i seem dumb but i really really hope that you're the one who can make my darkest days all seem so bright as you hold me by your side under candlelight while we're still young and the night's not done i hope to be your sugar plum dark brown bangs that you push aside and a fashion sense that turns all eyes and a voice so soft it can't surprise unless someday you change my mind when i ask you if i have a chance if i could ask you to the dance or if you think that stuff is lame we'll just stay home, but either way i ain't got no complaints baby, will you be my sugar plum? you make my mouth go dry and my knees feel numb i don't really care if i seem dumb but i really really hope that you're the one who can make my darkest days all seem so bright as you hold me by your side under candlelight while we're still young and the night's not done i hope to be your sugar plum, so baby, will you be my sugar plum? you make my mouth go dry and my knees feel numb i don't really care if i seem dumb but i really really hope that you're the one who can make my darkest days all seem so bright as you hold me by your side under candlelight while we're still young and the night's not done i hope to be your sugar plum